You inspired me Dan Dan

Greetings and many blessings to all who read my blog. I use to write all the time on livejournal, havent written in a long time and I can honestly say I am a different person since my livejournal days. I would however like to go back and read one of those entries lol just to see how much ive grown :P So these last couple of months have been a blessing, actually these last couple of years have been a blessing!!!! I cant thank God enough. What hes put me through, not just these last couple of years but my whole life, there were times that I wanted to just crawl in a hole and never come out! Ive had some pretty dark moments. Its amazing to hear other people's trials and think WOW if they can make it through that.....what am i complaining for?!?!?! Someone is always fighting a harder battle and alot of times its the people closest to us, and we may not even know it!!! So ive been moving for what seems like forever, moving boxes to San Antonio, cleaning little by little, and taking everything down. I didnt realize how hard it was to move out of a whole apartment. Since Ive been in college ive lived in dorm rooms and an apartments where I had 3 other roommates, so I never had to haul my own furniture up and down the stairs. I had started packing in like March and for a minute there, I thought I would lose my mind. I was so stressed out and then going to school and work was hard too!!! I guess I should have been emotional about moving out especially because it was the first real place that Ray and I ever called home. There were some moments here and there but nothing that God didnt carry me through. My last official night there, I just cried and cried then I prayed about it.....then I was fine. It truly has been a blessing and so many people have come into my life because of everything thats happened. I mean its amazing how God works. Two years ago God brought a man into my life and here I am with a whole new family because of it. Ray brought me joy and unconditional love no matter what I did. The most important thing that came out of it was the love of God and i am eternally grateful for that. That last week he says, "Find God Jovana cause I want to see you again." Amazing!!! Those words are forever in my heart. I knew this was the calling from God and that everything I went through was to walk with God. I know that I never want to fall short, with God in my life all things are possible. For all those that are struggling to take that step of faith....take it!!! Ive always been a happy and joyful person but believe me nothing compares to the love of God. He truly loves you unconditionally and no matter what your going through, he will bring you back up!!! Prayers are answered and God always wants you to come to him at your lowest and at your highest! A friend of mine once told me that she didnt want to pray to God just because something bad was happening to her. No...God wants you to turn to him and that may be the only thing that gets you to get down on your knees and ask for help. Sometimes I cry so hard just because I am so thankful! Its amazing because like the song goes...Never would have made it without you!!! Gets me to tears everytime I hear it!! So now im living with my friend Priscilla and her fiance Brian and let me tell yall...its a blessing! They have welcomed me with open arms and always making sure that everything is ok with me. Its a gift from God. So now im excited for the weekend were having Hispanic Hertiage Day on Sunday and it will surely be an unforgettable experience no one should miss! Until next time thanks for reading!!! God is Good...ALL THE TIME!!!